It's been ups and downs since last weekend. Two nights out drinking responsibly is not enough to make me believe that it will last. Is that wrong? I'm so tired of believing and being let down though.
The BF is also planning on going to Japan for a year in the fall. As if we didn't have enough problems with him being on the other side of the country. I'm very skeptical about whether it will work out. Part of me doesn't even want to attempt it. He barely has time for me now and the thought of the time difference kills me inside.
How the fuck do you people do this long distance thing?
Oh, and the the BF isn't really Korean. He's Japanese ... I just call him the Korean because his friends all tease him that he looks Korean and it pisses him off.
10:19 a.m. - February 18, 2005
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