So here I am again. My away message says that I'm studying ... hee hee ... ooh, I'm so sneaky. Yes, yes, and dorky. And y'know what else?! PROUD of it!
I guess this is a rambling entry because I'm in one of those rambling moods. I'm not in a happy rambling mood though so you're in for a treat: extra bitterness all around! (In theory anyway, I don't plan how these things turn out, geez) I wonder if all this bitterness is good or bad? I know that there are people who only read this because they like the way I rant when I'm bitter and angry ... kind of like how the people who read my Jellie Jar only did so because ... eh, I'm getting repetitive. I like being bitter too. It's fun. And funny. It makes people laugh when I talk to the. Other times, it gets me in trouble with stupid people who can't understand sarcasm or have no sense of humor (which, in turn means that they have NO SOUL). Eh. Bitterness is instilled within me. I'm sure many of my friends would have heart attacks if I suddenly decided to be sweet or something.
People who say I'm sweet just don't know me very well or really WANT to THINK I am for whatever reason. No one close to me would call me sweet ... and hell, I'm proud of that.
I'm proud of a lot of things.
Only not.
Hehe ... I still think of this day. One of the best uses of "only not" in the short history of Jenna using "only not" ... "Paddle me Blue" was a fucking GOOD headline too!
Hmmmm.
I type harder on the keys when I'm writing in all CAPS. Why? My theory is that since typing in all caps is yelling on the internet, I automatically associate it with yelling and, therefore, get all worked up about it and type harder.
Cold weather gives me chapped lips. Lips that are more chapped that is. That is what has led to the lip gloss phenomenon ... I go everywhere with something for my lips. I can't stand it when I forget my lip stuff, it's annoying and I can't concentrate. I forgot to grab something once at a debate tourney and that pissed me off to high hell the whole time.
I remember I couldn't say "Phenomenon" when I went to go see it in theatres. That sucked. I mispronounced it the whole time we were talking about seeing it, practiced saying it before I bought my ticket and STILL stumbled over when I spoke with the tiket guy. I probably still can't ... nevermind, I just tried ... I can ... probaly not fast though ...
I have a knot in my shoulder. It hurts. I've been sitting too long. I get horrible, painful knots in my shoulders all the time. Very sad. Sometimes I try to break them myself but then I get hurt and it's stupid because I inflicted my own pain. If someone else tries and hurts me, at least I can punch them.
The "m" key on my keyboard doesn't always work ... POS LAPTOP ... I just got this in July! Dammit.
I want to lie down now because I'm incredibly bored and don't know what in the name of all that's good and holy I could study anyway ... oh, finals but ... eh, a week and a half or something ... lots of time. Heh.
Final thought: A quote I am especially fond of is "Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned" ... wish I had made that my senior quote.
11:13 p.m. - December 05, 2002
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